EATING MY INSIDES

 

In this Universe made to last, I perish from lack of light; this vast galaxy warms worlds here and beyond, from me it spares no night. 

Alone and afraid I stand looking down at the abyss that rises to eat what is inside of me; it comes up like a volcano to destroy what I am and what I’ll never be.

I long to feel my heart burst open wide, till nothing of I remains; nothing excites me like death knocking at my door; is that insane?

Go ahead and judge jurors and priests; the day of reckoning comes, where I’ll stand at side-court!  Yes, my madness is like nothing you’ve ever seen; yes, it is because I love to-snort!  Wait... where am I... seems I’ve lost me place in the ranting of me mind; oh my dear, it looks like I am walking crazy and … again, blind! 

Though, this is no reason to stop where I was going, I won’t thwart; yet, I know there are those out there that want to extort!  Not to worry... I’ll just call on those sitting on the high-court; to them I will give no reason... no fucken report!

What am I doing?

Where am I going?

This makes no sense anymore; I just want to-gore, in that which I efen adore!  Within these walls I find myself in bore; none will understand my minds great-war.  There is nothing left to implore, though there is much left for me to explore!  Upon these lines you will hear my soul roar; just listen and you’ll be able to come ashore!  Don’t pay attention to the décor; for there is where all come to plead for more.  I am he that comes from before; he that all hate and abhor!  Most can’t help but to love... can’t ignore!

What the fuck... something is eating my insides!

In my world... nothing at all ever coincides.