At night she crawls under her skin; she looks for the girl but cannot find. At night she falls for her twin; she looks for an end -- cannot cease the grind. World crashes down on her; so many different games. World bashes down on her; flashes shout so many different frames.
Lays in bed scared –- Venessa sometimes.
Gaze is impaired –- Venessa sometimes.
So far away hope exists; her desires are overshadowed by what consists.
She says within herself that I am close; dreaming she looks upon me with expressions of love. Her love for me continually grows; only in her thoughts can I live above. Venessa sometimes comes to me at night; in her imaginings she appears great and bright. All the people in her life cease; she tires from the endless charades and glares. In her heart I persistently increase; around her many to my presence are in unawares.
Cries in bed alone –- Venessa sometimes.
Lies of me cannot postpone –- Venessa sometimes.
Expressionless skies will not cover her fear and doubt. Aloneness dies only in a tomb filled with sand and drought. Come to me Venessa sometimes... come and allow my love to flourish for you. Know I’ll love you at all-times; know I’ll pray for you kneeled at a pew.
Change not your soul toward me; allow me the opportunity to
live –- be. In pain you sleep at dawn; looking to the ceiling you cry in vain. Promise my heart is for thee; always possessed I stood –- slashing my veins.
Crying -- crying Venessa sometimes.
Lying –- lying I won’t Venessa sometimes.
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